To all my readers:
If there is one thing I have learned in my almost 52 years, is that we cannot do this journey alone! It is for this reason that I am turning to you for support. For the past several months (years), I have been face to face with my core wound – the spiritual fear that shows up for me over and over and over again. As we leave 2016 behind and enter into 2017, I am bound and determined to be freed of this wound/fear once and for all. In this, I am asking for your help. I am asking you to send love, healing thoughts, prayers – whatever your language is for this – around the intention that I be freed of this wound. My desire to be free of this wound is so that I may continue to do my work in the world of turning the world from fear into love – and to do this from a place of complete freedom so that I am better able to be a source of support for those who need my unique medicine.
As a thank you for your prayers, I am sharing a reflection that I recently posted on Think with Your Heart – an online community in which I am a member:
This morning, I was in meditation, reflecting on the way in which I am trying to crawl out of 2016 with nothing but the skin of my teeth. I became tired of trying to do this on my own and appealed to my teachers, my guides, my ancestors:
HELP ME! I need your help. I can’t do this on my own. I know we’re one. Yet I find myself trying to be and allowing the doing to arise out of the being from that place of oneness, and yet nothing seems to be happening. HELP!
After pleading for help, I heard my own words come back and hit me in the head (words from my Authentic Freedom book and classes):
Pride = believing we have to or that we can do it alone and/or on our own. The truth is that we cannot – nor should we try. We have all those who have come before us, and ourselves in every past and future we’ve lived, and we have God – that with which we are one, yet who/which is also far greater than our little human selves. That which we strive to become but can never fully attain (while in human form anyway).
Humility = knowing we are one with God but not equal to God. Knowing that we need this intimate connection with God so that we can fulfill our life’s mission/purpose, etc. and experience the abundance of the Divine that is at once outside of us and within us.
Then I saw a huge piece of my Oneness equation that has been missing. I get the piece about being one with God. I get the piece about being one within myself. I get the piece of being one with all that is……but the piece I had missed was:
We are one with each other. I am one with every single human being on this planet.
Duh! How did I miss this? I realized that I had been holding on to “separation” between myself and other human beings – even rejecting the idea of being human – “I’m not from here.” SIGH! I guess I’m really human afterall! 😉
Then, I was shown and heard the word, Unified Field. I was told that it is through this unified field that we are all connected while we are in our human (and other individually unique manifestations of Self). I “heard” that the unified field is an electro-magnetic field through which we are all connected and it through this field that we are able to communicate with each other beyond the typically human (3d) vehicles of communication (speech, hearing, sight, touch, etc.).
I realized that it is through this unified field that I have been receiving transmissions for my whole life. It is through this field that I gain empathic awarenesses, understandings, future visions, understand the emotional state of the world and where we are going. I’ve been receiving from this field all along…..but I have never communicated the other way. (doh!)
I was then guided to see myself in my fully Divine/Human form, “plugged in” at the Earth Star chakra. Here is where I am able to “ground” (literally and electronically) with and on the earth. I then saw myself “plugging” into the unified field. With this connection between my grounded Divinely Human form and the unified field, I am now able to transmit information to every human being on this planet and beyond. This is how the Love that I am in my fully Divine/Human form, my meaning, my purpose and my “magic/medicine” is broadcast to those in need of my unique giftedness.
So….there you have it. I’ll keep you posted on how this practice unfolds! <3